He first contacted Dazed reporter Aimee Cliff back in September via email with the intent of starting a dialogue. He wrote that he liked Cliff’s “point of view” and was interested in meeting for an in-person interview.
In the course of the correspondence, LaBeouf revealed in one email detailing the kind of people who came to #IAMSORRY, the performance art exhibit he put on in Los Angeles for five days after he was accused of plagiarism, which he says was triggered by a “genuine existential crisis.”
one woman who came with her boyfriend
who was out side the door when this happened
whipped my legs for 10 minutes and then striped my clothing
and proceeded to rape me
then walked out with her lipstick smudged
to her awaiting boyfriend
who i image was quite hurt by it
all this happened in front of hundreds of people
Word of what happened during his exhibit reached LaBeouf’s girlfriend, who was in line to see him at the exhibit. He said that it occurred on Valentine’s Day.
“When she came in she asked for an explanation, and I couldn’t speak, so we both sat with this unexplained trauma silently,” he wrote. “It was painful.”
LaBeouf, who’s currently receiving treatment for addiction following a plea deal, also touched on some of the headlines he’s made recently and his reasoning behind withdrawing from public life.
“The 80s and 90s fucked us; our culture became a product to be sold, and anyone in a tabloid is a product—an object,” LaBeouf wrote. “American culture is just about blowjobs and golf. I wanted to take back ownership. Fuck the money, that was never the impetus. I wanted purpose.”
LaBeouf and Cliff eventually agree to meet in-person, and while they candidly corresponded by email over the course of a couple weeks, they strapped GoPro cameras to their faces and sat across from each other in silence.